my friends do not understand me ...

Ever since i've seen the cornetto girl i've not been myself ... The worst part is that my friends Jasim and Hira think i've lost it and they don't even pay attention to my feelings ... They would rather want to take me to the mental hospital ... Jasim the person who used to admire me and think of me as his idol now thinks im some kind of a freak of nature ... If only that girl talks to me may be i'm going to build up my confidence and get back to my normal self ... I bet shes noticed me, but she wouldn't talk to me, I don't know why ...
If only she talks to me once, my friends would think positively again ... Help me tell me what to do ...

massage

I had the best massage of my life when I was in Pukhet. It was the best massage ever. I called it the cat massage.

extacy

The drug Extacy comes in a variety of shapes and sizes. They can come in the form of a tablet, capsuls, or liquid. The pills come in many different colours, and has many different logos. It has gained alot of popularity over the last 20 years because of its ability to make you feel strong feeling of comfort, empathy, and connections to other people. You can tend to feel like you love someone or something alot and that you have an increased sensitivity to touch, sound, and light.

Alot of people take it thinking it doesn't harm you just just increases the heart rate so that you can dance all night long without getting tired. It might even kill a person if water is not taken with it or if it is taken in axcess.

Positive Effets:

1. Extream mood lift
2. Increased willingness to communicate with others
3. Increased energy
4. Ego softening
5. Feeling of comfort, belonging, and closeness to others
6. Feelings of love and empathy
7. Forgiveness
8. Increased awarness of music
9. Increased awarness of senses
10. Profound life-changing experiences
11. Urges to hug and kiss people

Neutral Effects:

1. Appetite loss
2. Visual distortion
3. Mild visual hallucinations (uncommon)
4. Restlessness, nervouseness, and shivering
5. Change in body temperature regulation
6. Strong desire to do, or want more E, when comming down

Negative Effects:

1. inappropriate and/or unintended emotional bonding
2. tendency to say things you might feel uncomfortable about later
3. mild to extreme jaw clenching, tongue and cheek chewing, and teeth grinding
4. difficulty concentrating & problems with activities requiring linear focus
5. short-term memory scramble or loss & confusion
6. muscle tension
7. erectile disfunction and difficulty reaching orgasm
8. increase in body temperature, hyperthermia, dehydration (drink water)
9. hyponatremia (don't drink too much water)
10. nausea and vomiting
11. headaches, dizziness, loss of balance, and vertigo
12. post-trip Crash - unpleasantly harsh comedown from the peak effect
13. hangover the next day, lasting days to weeks
14. mild depression and fatigue for up to a week
15. severe depression and/or fatigue (uncommon)
16. possible strong urge to repeat the experience, though not physically addictive
17. possible psychological crisis requiring hospitalization (psychotic episodes, severe panic attacks, etc) (rare)
18. possible liver toxicity (rare)
19. possible neurotoxicity (controversial)
20. small risk of death. Approximately 2 per 100,000 users have extreme negative reactions resulting in death. (rare)

the good old times ...

I sometimes look back during my childhood days when I used to read comics. My mother used to get me novels and other story books but I still loved comics, thought the novels were for old people. The best comic book that I enjoyed was the Archie Comics. When ever my mother would take me to book shop I would quitely pick up a couple of Archie comics and buy then before my mother would even notice it.

The character who I liked the most was Betty. Maybe it was her blonde hair. I used to love blonde females and I would tell my mother that i would only marry a blonde. I know that it's kinda stupid but well that was me. :P

Alot of my friends liked Veronica, but somehow I didn't like the attitude she showed, where as on the other hand Betty was a normal, unlike Veronica who was a spoilt rich brat who wanted everything.

So all of you who agree with my choice or disagree just leave back a comment ...

The power of Ice Cream

I'm loosing it!! I can't seem to concentrate on anything these days. I have bunked accounts classes and Mrs Rehman has finally found out. Jasim and I need to apologize to her. How am I going to face her I don't know – after all, I lied to her about my 'daadi ma' kicking the bucket. What's worse is that I'm not even worried about it.

All I want to do is find out who is this Cornetto girl and talk to her. Wait a minute!!! I already had that chance; I blew it twice maybe thrice!! What's wrong with me??

All I think about is that first time she walked in, held a flirty berry cone in her hand and started to eat it. Every bite she took I felt her eat away a piece of my heart. I wanted to go to her and talk. But I don't know what to talk about. Second time I see her…it's the ice cream cone once again!!! Its like when I see her eating an ice cream cone, I imagine her holding my heart – and I just want to go up to her and tell her what she is doing to my heart . . .. . I'm not making sense anymore am I??

I need to examine the cone in detail to figure out what it is that connects us together? What draws me to her? Today I incidentally ate 4 cones in total. Good flavors and I especially love the end of it when the biscuit gets nice and crispy thick with chocolate at the end. Ok I need to go cool off now with another one.

Oh where are you my Cornetto Cone walee??

I don't know what is wrong with me ... I NEED HELP ...

I seriously need help. I don't why but nothing is going my way. I can't seem to understand anything that people say. I think i've gone mad after that Cornetto girl has come into my life, she's practically driven me crazy. I used to be the sort of person who used to attend each and every class, but since the past 2 days I havn't been attending my accounts class. I just sit in the canteen and wait for her to show up again.
All my friends are worried specially Jasim, because I turned down Shaila's offer to a party at her place. This was the first time I ever turned any female down.
Then yesterday I went to the canteen and asked Sultan Bhai to let me know whenever she comes in the canteen. After talkin to Sultan Bhai, I turned back to go and there she was standing right in front of me. Those eyes looking right into mine and those lips giving me a sweet smile. I moved and let her go and sat on a chair near by. She asked Sultan Bhai for a Cornetto and sat on a chair in front of the counter. I tried fixing my hair and walked towards her. Suddenly her eyes looks at me again and I turned back to Sultan Bhai and asked him for a Cornetto with my back towards her. Just can't build up the confidence. Somebody please tell me what to do. I'm messed up.

the mehndi i went to last night ...

last night i went to my frend's brother's mehndi ... enjoyed alot ... even though i screwed up with my dance steps it din matter coz i was havin fun, im not a professional ... the best part waz tht there were alot of chicks starin at me n whistlin n clappin for me ... the opposition party danced on one of the songs we were supposed to perform so my frend n maself barged in and showed them a couple of our kool steps ... instead of the cheerin for the girl's side everyone started cheerin for us ... when the dances got over a couple of females came upto me n told me tht i dance really well n started talkin to me ... they took a email address and asked me to meet them some tym ... i wish every day turns out to be like this day i had ...